So guys I thought I would do a very personal post for a change as I haven’t talked about this at all in my blog.
For anyone that doesn’t know what Aspergers is I’ll explain now – it is known the spectrum disorder list. It is a developmental disorder which is the delay in the development of many basic skills like socialising with others, coronation, repetitive behaviour, unusual rituals and much more. It’s not a major forum of autism but it is on the list. It can effect anyone at any age and many people go undiagnosed until they are in their late age as there was no way to be diagnosed over 30 years ago.
I knew there was always something different about me. I never was ‘normal’ as they would say. I always preferred to talk to younger or older people rather then people my own age, this was prominent in secondary school and even before that. I always used to be the one that was always either alone or with people in the older or younger years which I didn’t think of much back then but now it all makes sense.
I always knew I was different but different is good as I know now. Everyone is different in the world and everyone has there own problems. I wouldn’t of talked about this a few years ago but now I’m able to speak about it openly and not be embarrassed.
I guess this post is just to prove to people that it’s okay to be different and not care what other people think. I used to care what people used to think but now I don’t give a dam. You need to be able to be who you are without anyone caring!
Aspergers might mean I haven’t been able to communicate properly, I get stuff stuck in my head, I wasn’t able to do some things until I was older and didn’t understand much. But it’s made me the person I am today and that doesn’t bother me. I’m still the same as all of you, I’m no different.
I just thought that I should let my readers know more about me as I haven’t been fully honest!